I put it all on black, the color you're all dressed in
And a stab in the back left you bleeding on the floor.
And I'm mourning the death, the recent passing of your insides
I smile in regret every time I think of how I spoke to you.
I put it all in back of my mind where I hold you.
I'm just trying to keep track how far back it really goes.
And I'm living in lack of the blood sent from the heaven.s
I'm just trying to relax as the killer's waiting right outside my door.
What's black and white?
What's read all over?
This tired book, this organ donor.
Sweet blasphemy, my giving tree
It hasn't rained in years.
I bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears.
Leave it to me, I remain free from all the comforts of home.
And where that is, I'm pleased as piss to say, I'll never really know.
I put them all in black, the four walls of my bedroom.
And I trimmed them in red, peeled your picture off the wall.
And I'm living in lack of the blood sent from your heartbeat.
That arrived in your neck every time I salivated over you.
What's upside down?
What's coated in silver?
This crucifix is my four leaf clover.
Sweet blasphemy, my giving tree
It hasn't rained in years.
I bring to you this sacrificial offering of virgin ears.
Leave it to me, I remain free from all the comforts of home.
And where that is, I'm pleased as piss to say, I'll never really know.
One of these days, it's gonna catch up to you.
Throwing looks like those around.
One of these nights, I promise to you.
I'll soon be sleeping sound,
As soon as I leave town.
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold, a heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state.
You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room,
When I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...
So you can forget… you can forget.
You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold.
Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin.
Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
It's been a long year,
Since you've been gone.
I've been alone here.
I've grown old.
I fall to pieces, I'm falling,
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling.
Every time I'm falling down.
All alone I fall to pieces.
I keep a journal of memories.
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe.
I fall to pieces, I'm falling,
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling.
All the years I've tried,
With more to go.
Will the memories die?
I'm waiting.
Will I find you?
Can I find you?
We're falling down,
I'm falling.
How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss?
How do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss?
How do you turn your eyes, from the romantic glare?
How do you block the sound of a voice,
You'd know anywhere?
Oh I really should've known.
By the time you drove me home.
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes.
By the chill in your embrace.
The expression on your face told me,
Maybe you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive
How do you numb your skin, after the warmest touch?
How do you slow your blood, after the body rush?
How do you free your soul, after you've found a friend?
How do you teach your heart it's a crime to fall in love again?
Oh you probably won't remember me.
I’m probably ancient history.
I'm one of the chosen few,
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch.
I Fell too fast, I feel too much.
I thought that you might have, some advice to give
On How to be insensitive.
Oh I really should've known.
By the time you drove me home.
By the vagueness in your eyes, your casual goodbyes.
By the chill in your embrace.
The expression on your face that told me.
Maybe you might have some advice to give,
On how to be insensitive.
She's just sixteen years old,
leave her alone, they say.
Separated by fools.
who don't know what love is yet,
but I want you to know,
If I could fly,
I'd pick you up,
I'd take you into the night,
and show you a love
like you've never seen - ever seen.
It's like having a dream.
where nobody has a heart.
It's like having it all,
and watching it fall apart.
and I would wait till the end,
of time for you.
and do it again, it's true.
I can't measure my love.
There's nothing to compare it to
but I want you to know,
If I could fly,
I'd pick you up,
I'd take you into the night,
and show you a love
like you've never seen - ever seen.
It took me by surprise.
When I saw you standing there.
Close enough to touch.
Breathing the same air.
You asked me how I'd been.
I guess that’s when I smiled and said just fine.
Oh, but baby I was lying.
What I really meant to say.
Is I'm dying here inside.
And I miss you more each day.
There's not a night I haven’t cried
And baby here's the truth.
I'm still in love with you,
That's what I really meant to say.
And as you walked away.
The echo of my words.
Cut just like a knife.
Cut so deep it hurt.
I held back the tears,
Held on to my pride and watched you go.
I wonder if you’ll ever know,
What I really meant to say,
Is I'm dying here inside.
And I miss you more each day.
There's not a night I haven't cried.
And baby here's the truth,
I'm still in love with you.
What I really meant to say,
Is I'm really not that strong.
No matter how I try,
I'm still holding on.
And here's the honest truth,
I'm still in love with you,
That's what I really meant to say.
That's what I really meant to say.
I don't want to see you waiting.
I've already gone too far away.
I still can't keep the day from ending.
No more messed up reasons for me to stay.
Well this is not for real, afraid to feel.
I just hit the floor, don't ask for more.
I'm wasting my time.
I'm wasting my time.
You can't stop the feeling, there is no reason.
Just make the call and take it all again.
Months went by with us pretending.
When did our light turn from green to red?
I took a chance and left you standing.
Lost the will to do this once again.
Well this not for real, afraid to feel.
I just hit the floor, don't ask for more.
I'm wasting my time.
I'm wasting my time.
You can't stop the feelin', there is no reason.
Just make the call and take it all.
I'm wasting my time.
I'm wasting my time again.
I see you waitin'
Lonesome, lonely
I see you waitin'
I see you waitin'
Well its not for real, afraid to feel.
I just hit the floor, don't ask for more.
I'm wasting my time.
I'm wasting my time.
You can't stop the feelin', there is no reason.
Just make the call and take it all.
I'm wasting my time.
I'm wasting my time.
